Death is life, is death, is life, is death, is life, is…They’re carving my name in the grave again, The flowers are fresh and their face is wetMy body has died but I’m still alive, Look over your shoulder, I’m back from the dead

Lighting all your candles to draw me in, saying all the same things, I’m gone this timeYour words mean nothing, so take em back, And meet me here across the planeThe other side, I’m not far

When you aren’t around, I sink into the groundI try to pretend, I’m closer to youNever understand it, you’re always on my mindI cannot help it

I don’t wanna be, carrying the weight on my shouldersDeath has come to me, kissed me on the cheekGave me closure, immortal by design, I’ll be meeting you here every time

Back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the I’m back *whisper*

They’re saying my name in their prayers again, I flicker the lights so they understand I wont say goodbye, I’m right by your side We’re screaming and pleading this separation ends Doing all your witchcraft to pull me in, Burning all your sage to connect our line I show my presence, you run away in fear of ghosts, I try to talk The barriers are too strong

When you aren’t around, I sink into the ground I try to pretend, I’m closer to you Never understand it, you’re always on my mind I cannot help it

I don’t wanna be, carrying the weight on my shoulders Death has come to me, kissed me on the cheek Gave me closure, immortal by design, I’ll be meeting you here every time

Back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead

Please don’t ever worry I know it’s morbid but we all die one day

I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back from the dead, back from the dead I’m back

In the void, in the void, in the void, in the void

Baby I’m spinning round the corner It’s tasting kinda lonely And my mind wants to control me

Ah-Ah-Ah-Empty There’s rotten things left in me Injected by society No one here but me to judge me

Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow I hate who I was before I fear I won’t live to see the day tomorrow, someone tell me if this is hell

I Got to escape that void, There is no other choice, yea Tryna turn down the voices, The void ate me, Look at the mess I’ve done There is nowhere to run, yea Holding a loading gun, the void

Like a priest behind confession walls, I judge myself Kneeling on a metal grater Bloody like a body that has died and it’s myself Tangled in my own intestines

I Got to escape that void, There is no other choice, yea Got to escape the void

So strange, I’m trying to find a doorway My eyes are staring at me, and they seem so damn unhappy C-C-C-Collect my fickle insecurities, and turn them into beauty Alchemize the dark within me-eee

Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow I hate who I was before I fear I won’t live to see the day tomorrow, someone tell me if this is hell

I Got to escape that void, There is no other choice, yea Tryna turn down the voices, The void ate me, Look at the mess I’ve done There is nowhere to run, yea Holding a loading gun, the void

Like a priest behind confession walls, I judge myself Kneeling on a metal grater Bloody like a body that has died and it’s myself Tangled in my own intestines

I got to escape that void, There is no other choice, yea Tryna turn down the voices, The void ate me, Look at the mess I’ve done There is nowhere to run, yea Holding a loading gun, the void

Follow the tunnel into the portal

Lay all your burdens to rest

Drink from the fountain, death’s holy water

Watch as you’re put to the test

 

I make them panic, it’s satanic

How I bend my body

Yeah you can look but you can’t touch

I’m not just anybody

Caught in a haze and hypnotized

And you’re too thirsty

Open your view and you will find, stop searching

 

Eyes on the prize, thought the cherry would be

Better than the pie, you like that, like that, that

like that

That’s your demise, yea

You hold me like you’re rushing to my thighs, too fast, too fast

Fast, too fast

 

But your focus is empty

Tunnel vision then dead me

Honeysuckle and fresh meat

But I’m more than that, more than that

Playing house to distract me

But you’re no good at acting

Obvious what you’re after

And I’m more than that more than that

And I’m more than that more than that

 

They always hustle for the pussy so they’ll never get it

I make them tumble down the hill they climbed I don’t regret it

I saw that trick fall out your sleeve and I’m so certain

You hum a tune I don’t believe

And it ain’t workin

 

Eyes on the prize, thought the cherry would be

Better than the pie, you like that, like that, that

like that

That’s your demise, yea

You hold me like you’re rushing to my thighs, too fast, too fast

Fast, too fast

 

But your focus is empty

Tunnel vision then dead me

Honeysuckle and fresh meat

But I’m more than that, more than that

Playing house to distract me

But you’re no good at acting

Obvious what you’re after

And I’m more than that more than that

And I’m more than that more than that

 

Crossing my heart, I’d rather die

Than be the needle in your eye

Show me how far obsession goes

Could have been more now we’ll never know

The blue stars runnin on my forehead, cold wings fluttering and moving

Mushrooms everywhere I’m turning, laced with love intensive grooving

 

They said, they said, I know how to make you go crazy everyday (oooh ah ooh ah ahhhh)

Tease your mind and trick you, you really want to stay (oooh ah ooh ah ahhhh)

I know the way to make you lose your pace, your trace, your trace

If you wanna ride with the magic

Lose sight of the gravity of weight

 

Lips of sugar, I’m breathing the pheromones again

Hands are tied and miranda rights don’t mean nothin

Led me astray to the fairy soiree alone, alone

Now I wanna ride with the magic

Lose sight of the gravity of home

 

 

The blue stars runnin on my forehead, cold wings fluttering and moving

Mushrooms everywhere I’m turning, laced with love intensive grooving

 

They Said, They Said,

They Said

 

Somewhere on Venus, they’re searching for me

While I’m covered in muck from the earth and the sea

Scratching this carcass like dogs with the fleas

I keep leaning to dying in all of my dreams

 

Gather me, all of we, everyone

I’ve been the boys and the girls

And everyone in between

Gather me, all of we, everyone

I’ve been the boys and the girls

And everyone in between

You are the light, I’ve been searching for forever 

Feels like man I’ve really never felt the rain 

Buried in the desert didn’t think I’d push through the dirt 

You just cleansed me like a waterfall you came 

 

I’m screaming like a kettle on the stove, you cranked the heat up 

I was cold, my past grew mold around my heart, 

And all my anger, sadness, regret, disappeared, it’s madness, 

I’m not used to all this water love, it’s true 

 

But you, make me want to, plan out my last days on earth eating you 

Oooh the, tips of your teeth fit perfect in me 

You’re the shower of light I’d devour 

Any day of the week, baby cleanse me

 

I was surprised to see heaven in your eyes 

I never once was treated right, you’re what I’m missing in my life. 

As bright as the sun, give me your Vitamin D 

Let’s run, into another dimension, you make me feel like I’m on drugs

 

I’m screaming like a kettle on the stove you cranked the heat up 

I was cold, my past grew mould around my heart 

And all my anger, sadness, regret disappeared, it’s madness, 

I’m not used to all of this water love it’s true 

 

But you, make me want to plan out my last days on earth eating you, 

Oooh the, tips of your teeth fit perfect in me 

You’re the shower of the light I’d devour 

Any day of the week, baby cleanse me…..

 

But you, make me want to plan out my last days on earth eating you

Ooh the tips of your teeth fit perfect in me 

You’re the shower of light I’d devour any day of the week baby cleanse me

I move like a moth or a butterfly, craving a change in the wind

I swirl by all the insects and all the flies, watching the cycle they’re in

Better off dead than wasting my hours, flying where I shouldn’t be

Flexing like pricks with their stolen power, they’re just who the spider will eat

*Crunch*

 

Spinning all your silk and moving all of your 8 legs to build a web that’ll spread through the world

Feeding off our highs and lows, and curious to see us struggle

No one can leave once they merge

Oh No one can leave once they merge

Oh No one can leave once they merge

 

I’m hiding myself from the enemy, I wish to not be perceived

Didn’t ask for this dangerous visibility, I’m feeling too scared to sleep

Better off dead than stuck in a maze, the center may seem like a gift

Once you arrive, it’ll strip you of your life and you’ll wish that you never did

 

Spinning all your silk and moving all of your 8 legs to build a web that’ll spread through the world

Feeding off our highs and lows, and curious to see us struggle

No one can leave once they merge

No one can leave once they merge

No one can leave once they merge

 

Big bite, they liquify the insides first

Then wrap them tight

Securing their spot in the spider web

Up all night, bound to their addiction to it

Lifeless eyes, they die in the pit of the spider web

Leeches surrounded, conscience is throbbing

They can’t sleep at night, hold their pillows tight

Caught in the river of tears that I cried

Bountiful harvest, they flock to my garden

Push their way inside, I go run and hide

They lift all the covers, pull me into their sight

 

Slimy and superficial, 

Straining their artificial

Yapping to seem official

Making it beneficial to their cause

 

How much blood, can you draw

With your claws, from a flesh that’s not yours

My hands aren’t yours and

Gnaw on my bones no marrow 

Left to keep you enthralled

I guess that is the luck of the draw

 

Let all their friends in, the enemy’s present

They don’t think too hard about your fragile heart

They eat off the table that you set, so you starve

Stop all your breathing, no don’t let them see you

They find any way, just to make you stay

Right where they want you in their piss-covered games

 

Slimy and superficial, 

Straining their artificial

Yapping to seem official

Making it beneficial to their cause

 

 

How much blood, can you draw

With your claws, from a flesh that’s not yours

My hands aren’t yours and

Gnaw on my bones no marrow 

Left to keep you enthralled

I guess that is the luck of the draw

Falling asleep by the arcade

Liquor it jumps off your tongue

You used all your words for a quick game

Blew it all before you won

 

I speak in cursive, I’m poignant, assertive

There’s musical chairs in my teeth

Poke me to battle, I’ll jump on the saddle

I’ll smile as you fall to your feet

 

And they talk without thinking, they bark while they’re shaking

With teeth that are round and dull

And they yell while they’re chasing, while I’m steady pacing

My syllables hit the floor

 

How stupid, selfish baby

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

I’ll wreck you, if you chase me

But I’ll be silent til you cross the line

The line, the line

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

So crude and selfish, baby

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

 

Call all your guys in the dive bar

they’ll give you the validation

Your daddy could never bestow you

while bloody they’ll tell you you’ve won

 

And they talk without thinking, they bark while they’re shaking

With teeth that are round and dull

And they yell while they’re chasing, while I’m steady pacing

My syllables hit the floor

 

How stupid, selfish baby

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

I’ll wreck you, if you chase me

But I’ll be silent til you cross the line

The line, the line

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

So crude and selfish, baby

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

 

 

And they talk without thinking, they bark while they’re shaking

With teeth that are round and dull

And They yell while they’re chasing, while I’m steady pacing

The syllables hit the floor

 

How stupid, selfish baby

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

I’ll wreck you, if you chase me

But I’ll be silent til you cross the line

The line, the line

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

So crude and selfish, baby

Don’t you battle with my larynx tonight

Twisted all my limbs for you, two of them in knots, and two of them in loops

Ribbons tied around like a noose, wonder if I’ll ever get it loose

 

I don’t wanna bruise for you, holding back my words until my face is blue *gasp*

I don’t really care bout your crew, you can tell em what you wanted to

 

Bones are crushing, bones are crushing (pushing me)

Body’s touching, body’s touching (lovin me)

Blood is pumping, blood is pumping (Pulling me)

Feeling nothing, feeling nothing (Fucking me)

Bones are crushing, bones are crushing (crushing me)

Body’s touching, body’s touching (touching me)

Ahuuhh

 

I’m done, I’m done

Done doing backbends I break and I snap 

It’s no fun, no fun

Pushed myself into a box while you held out a gun

I’m done, ha ha haha ha ha haaaa

I’m done, I’m done, ha ha haha ha ha haaaa

 

Twisting all my bones like screws, stretching my self worth just like you usually do

Caught you like the cold or a flu, Ah-choo! Praying that I’ll someday be immune

Got me like a bad tattoo, always under skin even when it gets removed

Never get a chance to undo, positions that you forced my way into

 

Bones are crushing, bones are crushing (pushing me)

Body’s touching, body’s touching (lovin me)

Blood is pumping, blood is pumping (Pulling me)

Feeling nothing, feeling nothing (Fucking me)

Bones are crushing, bones are crushing (crushing me)

Body’s touching, body’s touching (touching me)

Ahuuhh

 

 

I’m done, I’m done

Done doing backbends I break and I snap 

It’s no fun, no fun

Pushed myself into a box while you held out a gun

I’m done, ha ha haha ha ha haaaa

I’m done, I’m done, ha ha haha ha ha haaaa

 

 

Bones are crushing, bones are crushing (pushing me)

Body’s touching, body’s touching (lovin me)

Blood is pumping, blood is pumping (Pulling me)

Feeling nothing, feeling nothing (Fucking me)

Bones are crushing, bones are crushing (crushing me)

Body’s touching, body’s touching (touching me)

Ahuuhh

Why you always act so serious

I said, baby boy you know I’m on my period, Yuh

He bit the cherry down, he’s delirious

Seeing red figures in his mirrors and 

Acting like a real tough, furious

Blood swimming turned him amphibious

He says he doesn’t care, that he’s into this

It happens every time the new season hits

 

Skin ready for my heavy daily creme

I keep it handy, womb shedding any lessons

Making room for blessings

Juice melting like raspberry pomegranate 

It’s so scary how my aura got him howling 

At my moon cycle baby

 

Now he kissing on the ground that I walk on

Tryna get another taste but I’m all cramped up

Pain like a blade on the front lawn

But I don’t give a fuck cause I’m so strong

I don’t gotta act I’m Ethereous

I could win a fight on my period, matter fact

Right now, I could build a pyramid

You’re messin with my cycle, that is dangerous

 

Skin ready for my heavy daily creme

I keep it handy, womb shedding any lessons

Making room for blessings

Juice melting like raspberry pomegranate 

It’s so scary how my aura got him howling 

At my moon cycle baby

 

Moon cycle baby

Moon cycle baby

Moon cycle baby

Moon cycle baby

Call me your nymph

Praise me for martyr, praise me for sin

Call me your muse

A sprite or an elf you cry to then use

 

I will not suffer (Ahhhh)

Cry under covers (Ahhhh)

I’m not your mother (Ahhhh, Ahhhh)

 

It’s nymphology, not psychology

Be the manic pixie dream girl that you fucking ought to be

Damaged oddity bought by sotheby’s

Auctioned to a selfish man who thinks that he’s the prophecy

 

You can’t even spell but you’re an expert in nymphology

N-Y-M-P-H-O-L-O-G-Y that’s nymphology

 

I’m not fiction, I’m not fae

I won’t lick your wounds today

But I’ll throw you in the ring

Gift you with my suffering

I’m not crazy, I’m not wild

You’re just stupid, little child

Get your image off my back

I’ll give you a heart attack

 

I will not suffer (Ahhhh)

Cry under covers (Ahhhh)

I’m not your mother (Ahhhh, Ahhhh)

 

It’s nymphology, not psychology

Be the manic pixie dream girl that you fucking oughta be

Damaged Oddity, bought by Sotheby’s

Auctioned to a selfish man who thinks that he’s the prophecy

 

You can’t even spell but you’re an expert in nymphology

N-Y-M-P-H-O-L-O-G-Y that’s nymphology

 

Don’t treat me that way, yeaaa-aaa

You’re acting like a wanna-be

I won’t be ashamed, yeaaa-aaa

For loving you so honestly

You’re in a spell and it worked

And I’m returning the hurt

I’m kicking your ass out

Flutter my wings while I pout

Push your penis into your mouth

I’ll make you choke on your doubt

Cut you off, watch you die

Just a fairy with a knife

 

It’s nymphology, not psychology

Be the manic pixie dream girl that you fucking oughta be

Damaged oddity, bought by Sotheby’s

Auctioned to a selfish man that thinks that he’s the prophecy

 

Call me your nymph

You can’t even spell but you’re an expert in nymphology

Call me your nymph

N-Y-M-P-H-O-L-O-G-Y that’s nymphology

 

Diamonds and rubies, the star in all the movies, wears me out, big pockets

I am her favorite locket, keeps them drooling

The semi-precious stones ain’t as cold and they’re curious

Where did I get refined, get my cuts and my polishes?

I am too many karats for your budget, ask the jeweler

Your boyfriend tried me on, wore me out, made him cooler

Like moldavite or emerald from columbian andes

It will be the brightest, the brightest green you’ve ever seen

ancient and it’s protective, an expensive rarity

So rare it is offensive, I think you will agree

You called the other day, I stayed away

I left your shit on read, four times today

And it felt like bliss, used to miss your kiss

Now I’m hop, skip, jumpin over narcissists

Throwin all your stuff into the abyss

Now the role is reversed, told you I’m a switch

How you like my spit, that’s for all the piss

That you left me in

See the horns on my head

They’re from goddesses, goddesses

On God

 

(NOOO)

I never knew what it meant, what it meant

To be content with you

Everything I expressed, I professed

It never quite made it through

Said, it’s all in my head, all in my head

Whenever I spoke my truth

No, I won’t defend you to all my friends

This time I refuse

 

If you bite my hand again, I will never feed you, you can call me evil

Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend

I won’t be mistreated, please call me conceited

Took me way too long to put this to bed

Loving you was lethal, guess that makes me evil

(evil, evil, evil, evil, evil)

 

Remember when you smiled right to my face

As all my little tears of oxalate

They made a shape, revealed a snake

Now I’m stop drop rollin over all your jokes

Every time you tell a lie, I’m praying that you choke

Should’ve listened to the signs and the horoscopes

Hope you never cope, hope you slip on soap

Crack your head like an egg, wanna see the yolk

You were such a hoax

 

(NOOO)

I never knew what it meant, what it meant

To be content with you

Everything I expressed, I professed

It never quite made it through

Said, it’s all in my head, all in my head

Whenever I spoke my truth

No, I won’t defend you to all my friends

This time I refuse

 

If you bite my hand again, I will never feed you, you can call me evil

Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend

I won’t be mistreated, please call me conceited

Took me way too long to put this to bed

Loving you was lethal, guess that makes me evil

(evil, evil, evil, evil, evil)

 

If you bite my hand again, I will never feed you, you can call me evil

Take it to the grave if you wanna play pretend

I won’t be mistreated, please call me conceited

Took me way too long to put this to bed

Loving you was lethal, guess that makes me evil

(evil, evil, evil, evil, evil, evil, evil, evil)

A seed in mother

And I chose that space for me

Little does she know it ’s free

Oooh yeah

 

I’m undercover

As they wait for joy, I cry

On a mission, learn and die

Oooh yeah

 

And I know my brother

He’ll make the journey later on

Conversations in the cosmos

yeah

 

And it’s all a game now

But once I’m in the world it’s lost

Memories gone to evolve

Oooh yeah

 

Merging cells and flesh I’m baby building

All my insides

Right to see the future right before my eyes

I know what’s coming, what’s coming

 

In the womb get me out now, safe and I’m sound

Cut the cord, I’m comin

Out the blue, belly water too, hot and cold

Through with it oh now she’s birthing

Feeling alive, the closer that I get to my life

I’m pushing out the center, the core

I’m swimming through the flower no more

 

All of the planning, yet I still feel unprepared

Kicking, screaming cuz I’m scared

Oooh yeah

And I know she suffers, contractions of hell and death

Eyes are bloody screaming out

Oooh yeah

 

 

Merging spirit, mind, and body

Building all my insides

Right to see the future right before my eyes

I know what’s coming, what’s coming

 

In the womb get me out now, safe and I’m sound

Cut the cord, I’m comin

Out the blue, belly water too, hot and cold

Through with it oh now she’s birthing

Feeling alive, the closer that I get to my life

I’m pushing out the center, the core

I’m swimming through the flower no more

No more

 

Life is death, is life, is death, is life, is